Well here i sit on my week and half vacation… something i like to think as a time for self-reflection. It seems many epiphanies have been unearthed throughout my current time away. Firstly, Mind Altering Substances are ultimately pointless, causing you to do things you wouldnt do while your sober, but giving you such a high to cause you to do it again… but never an everlasting effect, only to leave you worse off than before, giving you a false since of reality. Secondly, ive learned to no longer hope for things, seeing as i only get let down. Thirdly, the things that are seemingly the simplest turn out to be the most difficult.

I sit here suching for a muse, an enlightenment, but i know within myself there is nothing to be expected, and that in itself is a false hope. I sit with no regrets, i only think that i experience things so that i may learn from them. You would thing i would have found a muse in suffering… according to Justin’s shared quote "Great Art comes from suffering", yet all i feel is nothing. So i suppose i shall sit here and wait, for good things come to those who wait. Rushing only causes more difficulties.